Another entry about my trip to vivo today! This time round is with ting ting. Every time she is emo, she would need to have people to accompany her and do some retail therapy. However, I somehow feel that she is a very weak girl, which I don’t like! Losing a guy like that jerk is totally nothing especially when he just treats her like dirt and when he was not even yours in the first place. She is just being taken for granted so easily that I feel that jerk is just out to make use of her cos she is guilible and most importantly, filthy rich! However, the worst part is that she knows all this and claimed that because she loves him, she just wants to stay by his side as a friend to care for him and whatsoever!
It makes me feel so mad and irritated when she is so naïve. But that’s her! What more can I do?!
I can totally understand the kind of pain she is undergoing. It happens to me when I broke up with my ex as well. I swear that was one of the worst times I ever cried in my life. I really loved him then. HOWEVER, I did not want to wallow in self-pity. He is not everything in my life. No matter what happy memories he had brought to me, it was all in the past. I had never forgotten them and I choose not to. Even if we can’t be together, the fact that we were once happily together cannot be changed and I still need to lead my life as usual. The point is that you need to control your emotions and don’t let your feelings override your mind! As time passes, one would gradually get over the pain and look forward to a new happening to their journey of life. What’s the point of keep crying when no matter how hard u cried u can’t change the fact! Even if you cry until your eyes are totally puffy, painful, and sore or until you are blind, the latter still couldn’t change the undeniable fact! I hate to be weak.
Anyway, so today I finally collect my reserved book after reserving for the second time! I am so going to read it asap. By the way, tomorrow I am going vivo again cos I am going sentosa with Huizhen! Haha.
PS 
eep down I just hope that you will stay by my side for the rest of my life so that I do not have to experience that kind of painful agony again. I really love you.
